Hello I'm Carolyn (But you can call me May - Everyone does), '95 liner, a diehard ELF, Inspirit, VIP, Playgirl, Shawol, Kissme, exotic, Baby, and lover of all things kpop. In my spare time I make kpop parodies on youtube, unbox kpop albums and review music videos, and watch korean dramas online.

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My Donghae Dream~

So I had a dream about me going back to Seattle (since I actually am in a few weeks) last night

And halfway through it turns into a dream about Donghae.

Turns out Donghae is my age and we were good friends before I moved to where I live now. I also had a huge crush on him apparently.

So in the dream my friend and I were running around this big track full of all of my friends just getting some exercise (my best friend loves running) and she points out Donghae in the center of the field

So I wave to him like “Donghae!”

And he waves back like:

And my heart skipped a beat.

Then I started worrying that maybe Donghae just thought I was a fan (since he was still in SUJU in my dream) and didn’t actually remember me at all.

And I got really depressed

Eventually I pulled Donghae aside and we started talking

This was my dream and everyone in my dreams speak perfect english so Donghae’s english was great.

Somehow we ended up going back to my old house (which was weird…because people live there now and I’m staying at my friend’s house when I go there) and we start talking about his new single and he said “I had to take some of Eunhyuk’s lines because he told me I was the better singer”

Then we were talking about his blonde hair and his hair in the dream was like this:

And I touched it and was like “I really do prefer this kind of hair, Hae” kinda quietly.

So then I look out the window and see my sister walking down the street towards us with like 50 people behind her. And i was like “Donghae you have to hide!” because he was still a celebrity and my sister is friends with some kpop fans.

So we both got into my old bedroom closet (idk how we both fit, but we did)

And we were REALLY REALLY CLOSE like I mean I could feel the heat coming off of his body

And he told me I had pretty eyes

And then I woke up drowning in Donghae feels and now just…this man.

All my Donghae blogs have decided to be really active today too

Uhgggggg

  • Me:

    Hey, wallet!

  • Wallet:

    What do you want now, May?

  • Me:

    Guess who's coming back in Japan in June?

  • Wallet:

    INFINITE. We just preordered that expensive as hell album yesterday.

  • Me:

    ....Besides INFINITE

  • Wallet:

    OH NO

  • Me:

    It's-

  • Wallet:

    Don't say it!

  • Me:

    SUJU-Eunhae!!

  • Wallet:

    ...how many versions?

  • Me:

    CD, CD+DVD and there'll probably be an ELF version too.

  • Wallet:

    I assume we're buying all three?

  • Me:

    DUH. Donghae. Ultimate kpop bias. I need his photocard(s).

  • Wallet:

    Are we still buying that SHINee album too?

  • Me:

    Of course!

  • Wallet:

    /Crying

I had a dream last night that Donghae shaved his head

He was on a Music Bank stage and he started to talk over the microphone (in perfect English. Ok Hae.)

And he said 

“I’m sick of this hair. It’s the same color as Luhan and Baekhyun’s hair! People keep calling me the wrong name!”

And he shaved off all the blonde right on stage 

And fangirls were freaking out trying to get his blonde hair as it fell from his head.

And it was black and short when he was done. Like going-into-the-army black and short

He actually looked really good haha

Then I woke up and the first thing on my dash was a picture of SUJU and Donghae’s hair was blonde in it.

I’m kinda upset that it was just a dream actually. 

So I was looking at the pictures SM posted on their Facebook page of post-SS5 where they were like “EXO, and f(x), and SNSD came to ss5!”

And there was one picture I was just like “who is that blonde dude? Is that that Chinese guy (idk who I was thinking of but apparently he is Chinese)”

Then I took a closer look

and it was Donghae with the guy who played the Grandpa in Hae’s drama.

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I feel like such a bad ELFish

 I Leave For Dinner For 20 Minutes

Come back and my dash is freaking out about Donghae’s blonde hair (what? Blonde Hae??!)

I havent seen any pictures yet though…

Someone wanna reblog/send me the link to some?


Saw it

It’s not really what I was expecting but idk

I think I need to wait for a pic/vid of him without the hat on to decide